California bound I don't wanna miss nothing

The fear in the sun The carnival The TVs on The music stops and we slowly fall apart at the seams we slowly fall apart it seemed that we were on so far can I trust you as far as I can throw as far as I know you as long as I've known you as hard as I want to as much as I knew you I'm here on the hill your eyes were closed they found your board and fold your clothes And we slowly fall apart at the seems we slowly fall apart it seems like you were gone so long can I hug you as much as I can hold As hard as I want to As hard as I'm going to As much as I love you As much as I do

I'm a wreck over you...

Where'd you go after you slammed the door? You're fucked up and you're mad at the world You're jumping up and down with fists full of hair and you're choking in despair while you're pacing back and forth Your minds packing bags for the last resort Alaska, a last call to the wild Alaska, a last call to the wild Alaska, a last call to the wild This is a cry for help It's the backup plan in the back of his mind for some time That caught up from behind and he couldn't remember when this first felt familiar to him When did forbidden fruit become the new norm? Became a sin to be sober before the party's over but your pity parties never seem to end Where'd you go after you slammed the door? You're fucked up and you're mad at the world You're jumping up and down with fists full of hair and you're choking in despair while you're pacing back and forth And your minds packed its bags for the last resort Alaska, a last call to the wild Alaska, a last call to the wild Alaska, a last call to the wild This is a cry for help It's the backup plans in the back of his mind so unkind That call out from behind til he can't rememner why he's alive Those fallback plans they whisper sometimes so unkind And then call him from inside til he can't remember why he's alive When did your day dreams become these nightmares? Became a sin to be sober before the party's over but your pity parties never seem to end

It's the second date stalemate

Ships won't sail