All my favorite joys are fears All been magnified by tears All my favorite bands are breaking up Every last good names been taken up All my favorite joys are fears All been magnified by tears All my favorite bands are breaking up Every last good names been taken up All my favorite bands are breaking up Every last good names been taken up

I don't know if I miss you or if I just miss college I don't know if we're really friends or just alcoholics I don't know how to talk without my hands in my pockets I don't know if I should pick it up or just fucking drop it Does it depend on the situation? What do I do now what do I do now I don't know if I miss you or if I just miss Tolland I don't know if we'll ever be the things that we wanted It's the dirt and the dust in summer air full of pollen It's the room of the house that I will always keep haunted Am I the jist of a generation what do I do now I'm looking back on my graduation what do I do now what do I do now what do I do now

When you're in Vermont and I'm still in West Hartford It's all that I want I'll pray for an early departure When I'm in the city and you're still in West Hartford I know that it's shitty I wish we were never apart But when you grow up with adult friends find that you'll only see them from time to time and you'll only talk when the stars align or your busy lives with schedules allow it When you're in your car I'll wait on the concrete divider I know that it's far I wish we were still in West Hartford But when you grow up with adult friends find that you'll only see them from time to time and you'll only talk when the stars align or your busy lives with schedules And when you grow up with adult friends find that you'll only see them from time to time and you'll only talk when the stars align or your dinner times and time zones allow it Yea when you grow up with adult friends find that you'll only see them from time to time and you'll only talk when the stars align or your busy lives with schedules And when you grow up with adult friends find that you'll only see them from time to time and you'll only talk when the stars align or your dinner times and time zones allow it

Here's a song For a girl That I wrote behind a wheel Let me tell you All the things That I don't really feel Yeah I know That I'm not But I never said I am And I know What you want So I'll say I understand You're always there for me You're always there Here's a song For a girl That I'll never get to meet Add yourself To the list Of things not meant to be Here's a line For the friends That I'll never see again And the notes That I wrote But was too afraid to send You're always there for me You're always there Here's the slow interlude that I felt obliged to do Summarize the sentiments of verses one and two Now the drums come back in With a sick distorted riff Someone arpeggiate Major sevenths thirds and fifths You're always there for me You're always there

I came to the big city with big aspirations knowing well that reality never matched my expectations so why would it start now why am I let down get me off the ground and get me home bound cuz FYI NYC isn't all it's cracked up to be and now I just wanna go home I just wanna go home FYI NYC isn't all it's cracked up to be and now I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home da na na na na na na na na na naa na (x2) I came to the big city in bad constellations self fulfilling a prophesy to match my expectations And I brought it down on my own account get me off the ground and get me home now and FYI NYC isn't all it's cracked up to be and now I just wanna go home I just wanna go home FYI NYC isn't all it's cracked up to be and now I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home

Now to clean the mess you started twenty months ago cluttered junk stuffed in the closet's tough to let it go When the past is a friend you know When the past is a friend you know Suddenly the party's ending everybody's gone you still stuck around pretending you could still move on But its hard to let it go when the past is a friend you know And its all mixed up in mixed emotion upside down and right side up all that time wasted on bullshit all that nothings adding up to not very much to not very much to not very much to not very much All mixed up in mixed emotion (now to clean the mess you started twenty months ago ) upside down and right side up (cluttered junk stuffed in the closet's tough to let it go) all that time wasted on bullshit (Suddenly the party ended everybody's gone ) all that nothings adding up (you still stuck around pretended you could still move on) you'll see, I'm all red you'll see, I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red you'll see, I'm all red you'll see, I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red I'm all red

I was waiting for the dust to settle in the wake of my most horrendous crimes You were laying in a grassy meadow did it hurt when you fell from the sky? Most angels, most angels can fly Most angels, most angels can fly

As they say time waits for not man so I'll play you my songs with my hands And if you hate I'll understand if you're late I'll understand

Asleep on the floor I was going nowhere fast So show me the door I'll become a thing of the past

Watching Wes Anderson Movies always gets me down I'm sorry when its hard to get through me I know that freaks you out Watching West World on the weekends at my parents house It got old so fast we couldn't make it last but that's something, that's something now And they're repaving the sidewalks on my block one at a time and I'm reading what the kids have written I can't seem to find a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time And the windows from your bedroom all reflect in all the light the windows from your bedroom all reflect in all the light Like a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time like a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time What can you do when everything is falling over what can you do when everything is falling apart I like to think I'm not such an awful loner but then when push comes to shove how I know in my heart I'm only one step from it I can't see it I can't touch it I'm only one step from it off a summit downward plummet I'm only one step from it What did you do when I was drunk and you were sober what did you say when I was getting cold in the car I like to think you're not such an ANACOVA but then when push comes to shove I'm a dot on a chart And they're repaving the sidewalks on my block one at a time and I'm reading what the kids have written I can't seem to find a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time And the windows from your bedroom all reflect in all the light the windows from your bedroom all reflect in all the light Like a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time like a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time Like a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time like a refrain from a love song that you wrote in four four time Watching Wes Anderson Movies always gets me down I'm sorry when its hard to get through me I know that freaks you out

This is my favorite song I played it for you on your lawn I used the same three chords I've used a hundred times before And I wrote a melody to show you what you mean to me I wrote a silly verse to tell you just how cute you were And now I'm harking back to words I know are tried and true but I love you I love you I love you This is my favorite tune I wrote it for you late last June We were just wide eyed kids on the brink of nothing big And I wrote a stupid line I think about you all the time My mediocrity is showing through from every seam And now I'm harking back to words I know are tried and true but I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

I woke up in Vegas still high on cocaine there's someone in my bed I open the shade The day times and night times are one in the same the girls are all nameless I don't know their names My dad takes the garbage cans out to the curb my mom and my sister are highly concerned I woke up in Vegas still drunk on champagne the girls are all topless their smiles are fake shotgun

you call me on the phone when you're there you do what you're told when you're there and they gave you a shotgun for the bears and its cold to the bone over there you sleep on a boat when you're there you're panning for gold over there and they made you cut off all your hair and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home but you're there and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home and not there and I wish you were home but you're there